Cue Joe Walsh lyrics
This way is as appropriate as any to make the introduction:
| M: | "So, what are you doing?" |
| A: | "Heading to the gym. Time to get my run in for the day." |
| M: | "What's Jeff doing?" |
| A: | "Polishing his trumpet." |
| "That sounds really … dirty. Don't you think you should be … helping him with that?" |
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| A: | "No, I think that's really a one-person job." |
Yep, that's Mary, and that exchange has been somewhat typical of my life in the past month.
"But where the hell have you been?" you're bellowing at your screen. "You disappear for a month and all we get is a six-line quotation from a phone call as your way of saying 'Sorry for flaking out on you'"?
Yep, pretty much.
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I've been having a bit of a crisis of conscience regarding this site ever since I got home from Colorado. I've been writing for this site for nearly five years now, and in those five years I've done a surprisingly thorough job of chronicling my life-up-to-now. If you've been reading, and have stuck around for a while, you have a comprehensive idea of the factors that conspired and colluded with the roots of my personality to create the person I am today.
Instead of writing about living life in the past month, I've actually been out living it. Each night I would come home (well, 99% of the time I came home, but that one time was at Mary's insistence, honest!) and think, "I should write…" and my hands would still, my words silence, the moment I sat down in front of a keyboard.
Some people can write about all aspects of their personal lives on a public website and share them with the world. I cannot, and will not. Five years of writing here has taught me that I must pick and choose what I share, and there is one aspect of my life that is absolutely, utterly, and without question off-limits: my marriage & relationship with Jeff.
I'll say this much:
- Damn, but life's been good lately.
- …but can I get the goodness with maybe a smidge less sleep deprivation? I'd appreciate it.